Sleepless Nights

Well Last night I was laying in my bed thinking and I realized i haven't wrote in my blog in over a year! Jeeze i'm not so good at this blog thing... Last night as I was laying there wide awake I thought of a lot of things... as I aways do when I try and to fall asleep. Thats one of my biggest problems i'm a thinker and when I try to go to bed my mind wonders. I realized that today was my Grandmas Cooks birthday. I thought about how much I miss her. I always wish my Grandma was still around i feel like she never got to see me grow up. I wish she could of been there when i was confirmed or when I was on Homecoming court my Senior year. I wish she could of been there with my grandpa on my senior prom and most of all i wish she could of met Keith. My grandmas opinion meant a lot to me and she would always tell me how it is. It would of been nice to have her when i was growing up to talk to and ask for her advice. Although I still talk to her a lot when i go to bed every night I pray and usually in my prayers if i am having a hard day i talk to my grandma. I thought about her a lot this week when I had to do a story collage for my children's literature class my grandma would babysit me when i was little at least twice a week and the one thing we always did together was read . I remmeber sitting in her big blue chair and reading the book There was an Old lady who Swallowed a Fly it was my favorite book when I was young and the way my Grandma read it to me was AMAZING. she made all the animals come to life. I guess I really don't have a end to this blog post I could go on for hours telling you stories about my Grandma and how much I love her... But I can some it all up in one sentences. My Grandma was an amazing women I miss her and love her everyday<3