Sleepless Nights

Well Last night I was laying in my bed thinking and I realized i haven't wrote in my blog in over a year! Jeeze i'm not so good at this blog thing... Last night as I was laying there wide awake I thought of a lot of things... as I aways do when I try and to fall asleep. Thats one of my biggest problems i'm a thinker and when I try to go to bed my mind wonders. I realized that today was my Grandmas Cooks birthday. I thought about how much I miss her. I always wish my Grandma was still around i feel like she never got to see me grow up. I wish she could of been there when i was confirmed or when I was on Homecoming court my Senior year. I wish she could of been there with my grandpa on my senior prom and most of all i wish she could of met Keith. My grandmas opinion meant a lot to me and she would always tell me how it is. It would of been nice to have her when i was growing up to talk to and ask for her advice. Although I still talk to her a lot when i go to bed every night I pray and usually in my prayers if i am having a hard day i talk to my grandma. I thought about her a lot this week when I had to do a story collage for my children's literature class my grandma would babysit me when i was little at least twice a week and the one thing we always did together was read . I remmeber sitting in her big blue chair and reading the book There was an Old lady who Swallowed a Fly it was my favorite book when I was young and the way my Grandma read it to me was AMAZING. she made all the animals come to life. I guess I really don't have a end to this blog post I could go on for hours telling you stories about my Grandma and how much I love her... But I can some it all up in one sentences. My Grandma was an amazing women I miss her and love her everyday<3

Thursday night is party night……..

tonight is Thursday night and at central Michigan its one of the biggest nights to party weather you go to the local wayside club or chill at the pub or boomers Thursday night is no SCHOOL NIGHT At CMU but for me it is … being the dumb freshmen I am I scheduled my BIO lab for 8 am on Fridays meaning no going out on Thursdays unless I want to hate MY LIFE the next morning ….. well tonight I didn’t do much I went to the market with keiths roommate nick and got a pint of cookie dough ice cream lol and spent the night watching ugly betty lol and having a lab top party in Keiths dorm Keith’s been sick he has a cold which has gone around cmu pretty fast I had it this week end and his roommate in the beginning of the week and NOW HIM at the end lol let’s hope we are all healthy on the weekend we have our 2nd home FOOTBALL GAME woo fire up CHIPS !!!!! well I have to ………BYE